#living with bpd

[support]

Everything okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling, you are not alone. There are many support services that are here to help. For 24/7 peer support and other resources, message KokoBot on Tumblr.

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline or dial 988 or (en Español)

The Trevor Project (LGBT crisis intervention) or dial 1-866-488-7386

Trans Lifeline or dial 1-877-565-8860 (en Español)

The National Domestic Violence Hotline or 1-800-799-SAFE (7233)

Rape Abuse & Incest National Network or 1-800-656-HOPE (4673)

S.A.F.E. Alternatives for Stopping Self Abuse or 1–800-DONT-CUT (366–8288)

National Eating Disorders Association

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find resources for your country.

For more resources, please visit our Counseling & Prevention Resources page for a list of services that may be able to help.

[maybe-an-aspd-angel]

[neurodivergenttales]

BPD is watching yourself burn your own life to the ground over and over again

[borderlinebeauty]

you can’t hurt me if I’m ✨gone✨

[mul-pi]

Would you love me if I was normal? If I was pretty? If I was skinnier? If I was kind? If I was... Better. Someone else

[y2kskelly]

[borderline-gays-club]

[imakeartwheniwanttodie]

[nemosopenletters-blog]

Too Much

I will always be "too much".

Doing too much

Saying too much

Thinking too much

Asking too much.

Giving too much.

Wanting too much.

Feeling too much.

Sometimes I even be seeing too much.

Sometimes I'm too insecure.

Too depressed.

Too loud.

Too obnoxious.

Too clumsy.

Too forgetful.

Too angry.

Sometimes I'm working too hard.

Sometimes I'm complaining too much.

Sometimes I'm sleeping too much.

Hell sometimes I think I'm eating too much.

I be feigning too much.

Needing too much.

Always be asking you questions too much

Always be opening up too much

Always be shutting you out too much.

Sharing my stories a little too much

Sharing my feelings a little too much.

Seeing in black and the white too much.

But sometimes im not enough.

I'm not helping enough.

Explaining enough.

Pretty enough.

Quiet enough.

Happy enough.

Stable enough

Sometimes I think I'm not dead enough.

[azzehkarla]

New year no me i don't exist anymore

[cronamatic]

if someone with bpd is telling you something, never say that you understand.

you don’t, you never will, and you can’t. that’s a good thing.

[maybe-an-aspd-angel]

[neurodivergenttales]

I can’t remember a time when I could actually recognise myself in the mirror.

Ever since I was a kid when I’ve seen my reflection it has felt like looking at a stranger.

I’ve genuinely never been able to identify with myself.

[hvilsng]

I’m afraid of everyone leaving me so I block them and disappear so I can be the one who leaves first.

[mul-pi]

It's so hard to explain to others how excruciating it's to love your favourite person. It's hard to breath, I can't sleep, I feel like I lost everything.

[aborderlineslay]

you are not a monster because of being borderline. you are not horrible or an abuser or evil. you were someone who suffered greatly and had your brain altered to try and save yourself. you deserve to heal. you deserve happiness and patience and forgiveness. but most importantly, you deserve love <3